yOu :)

i always thought about you
because without you
i can't talk to my friends and family
who's a thousand miles away.

i've always wanted to have you
but my parents won't allow me to
they always say one thing,
"it can affect your studies."

i am jealous of my friends
who have you
they are always holding you
and talking to someone through you.

for quiet sometimes
i didn't have you
but i can now accept it
because i can still live without you.

but then, when i graduated
my father gave you to me
and you know, i didn't feel sad nor happy
it just felt ordinary, me ever worthy cellphone.

(020204)